never knew how to let a bottle go to waste I love the feeling hate the taste I did it till I loved what I hate I did it till I loved what I hate Feeling like I'm too far gone it's like the moon I'm on Can't Breathe with these holes left from all of these Scars Too many I can't tell them apart Every scar tells a story it's a piece of my art Lost in a daze and a day's in thought Fear lies in the chamber of a bullet less Glock Terrified of the time running out on the 1 Its been a minute since I've been on the block Darkness comin at me quick, Von Miller Mediocrity to Greatness is a killer Zombie on a bench coach put me in a thriller But first pour this Jack In My Cup until it fill up Could I have the Cherry if I was born vanilla Feeling like I know what's in the mind of Godzilla Past segregation, new racism, new era Hiding behind computer screens not looking in the mirror Praying for the fog to leave so I can see life clearer never knew how to let a bottle go to waste I love the feeling hate the taste I did it till I loved what I hate I did it till I loved what I hate Rest in peace to the old me, Don't miss the days when we were homies No talk, I want to be show me only The way I used to act up I should've won a Tony Trembled at the thought of not reaching the heights of my Ascension But if you fall short with the greats you still become a legend Got bad eye sight with that 20/20 vision The old me was deaf the new me is trying to listen it took the crash in the blizzard to get your boy's attention Beer goggles full throttle, man was I trippin Blessed to be alive next 3 days were the worst of my life Turned my self in not knowing my own fate Will I be free or behind steel inside of a locked gate God I'm giving myself up hoping I'm not too late I'm free here today knowing its Gods Grace