Go to waste by Carlos Santana

 

never knew how to let a bottle go to waste
I love the feeling hate the taste
I did it till I loved what I hate
I did it till I loved what I hate
Feeling like I'm too far gone it's like the moon I'm on
Can't Breathe with these holes left from all of these Scars
Too many I can't tell them apart
Every scar tells a story it's a piece of my art
Lost in a daze and a day's in thought
Fear lies in the chamber of a bullet less Glock
Terrified of the time running out on the 1 
Its been a minute since I've been on the block
Darkness comin at me quick, Von Miller
Mediocrity to Greatness is a killer
Zombie on a bench coach put me in a thriller
But first pour this Jack In My Cup until it fill up
Could I have the Cherry if I was born vanilla
Feeling like I know what's in the mind of Godzilla
Past segregation, new racism, new era
Hiding behind computer screens not looking in the mirror
Praying for the fog to leave so I can see life clearer
never knew how to let a bottle go to waste
I love the feeling hate the taste
I did it till I loved what I hate
I did it till I loved what I hate
Rest in peace to the old me, 
Don't miss the days when we were homies
No talk, I want to be show me only
The way I used to act up I should've won a Tony
Trembled at the thought of not reaching
the heights of my Ascension
But if you fall short with the greats you still become a legend
Got bad eye sight with that 20/20 vision
The old me was deaf the new me is trying to listen 
it took the crash in the blizzard to get your boy's attention
Beer goggles full throttle, man was I trippin
Blessed to be alive next 3 days were the worst of my life
Turned my self in not knowing my own fate
Will I be free or behind steel inside of a locked gate
God I'm giving myself up hoping I'm not too late
I'm free here today knowing its Gods Grace