The beginning of the end was months ago, and I only now am beginning to fall.
And when I told you, “I have to forget”
You knew the diagnosis of life draining from a tomorrow that may never come
You fought, came, and conquered
But I am not you.
my bruises are bruised
and scars barely healed
I focus my eyes on the horizon, but you, what laid beyond
Stained white walls and steel covered window pains.
free from all exploited feats
I have come to heal, to rid of old habits while gaining some new
It seemed easy because you did it first
Because before I can get better, things might get worse.