{"id":24894,"date":"2020-04-16T13:11:53","date_gmt":"2020-04-16T19:11:53","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/aimsreview.aims.edu\/incite\/?p=24894"},"modified":"2020-04-27T11:54:04","modified_gmt":"2020-04-27T17:54:04","slug":"self-depreciating-title-27-by-dez-albrecht-sophomore","status":"archive","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/aimsreview.aims.edu\/incite\/self-depreciating-title-27-by-dez-albrecht-sophomore\/","title":{"rendered":"Archived: Self Depreciating Title #27 by Dez Albrecht (Sophomore)"},"content":{"rendered":"<pre><span style=\"font-family: Lato; font-size: 14pt;\">Endless Sundays<\/span>\r\n<span style=\"font-family: Lato; font-size: 14pt;\">The day of work<\/span>\r\n<span style=\"font-family: Lato; font-size: 14pt;\">You know I'm hurt, the scars weep a story, and my pearly eyes hide my soul<\/span>\r\n<span style=\"font-family: Lato; font-size: 14pt;\">But, no matter<\/span>\r\n<span style=\"font-family: Lato; font-size: 14pt;\">I'm workin'<\/span>\r\n<span style=\"font-family: Lato; font-size: 14pt;\">It doesn't matter than I'm hurting<\/span>\r\n\r\n<span style=\"font-family: Lato; font-size: 14pt;\">-<\/span>\r\n\r\n<span style=\"font-family: Lato; font-size: 14pt;\">These rhymes<\/span>\r\n<span style=\"font-family: Lato; font-size: 14pt;\">try and hide<\/span>\r\n<span style=\"font-family: Lato; font-size: 14pt;\">The truth everyone doesn't speak<\/span>\r\n<span style=\"font-family: Lato; font-size: 14pt;\">'cuz they think its their fault for feelin' this way<\/span>\r\n<span style=\"font-family: Lato; font-size: 14pt;\">so they tell stories with scars<\/span>\r\n<span style=\"font-family: Lato; font-size: 14pt;\">and hide away in bars<\/span>\r\n<span style=\"font-family: Lato; font-size: 14pt;\">the beer makes the mind numb<\/span>\r\n<span style=\"font-family: Lato; font-size: 14pt;\">and makes the scars look like stories of triumph<\/span>\r\n<span style=\"font-family: Lato; font-size: 14pt;\">\"I can't feel sad,<\/span>\r\n<span style=\"font-family: Lato; font-size: 14pt;\">If the beer makes me glad.\"<\/span>\r\n<span style=\"font-family: Lato; font-size: 14pt;\">Then, inevitably<\/span>\r\n<span style=\"font-family: Lato; font-size: 14pt;\">you come down<\/span>\r\n<span style=\"font-family: Lato; font-size: 14pt;\">and you're sad<\/span>\r\n<span style=\"font-family: Lato; font-size: 14pt;\">The pressure you hid from yourself with the toxic, bitter drink<\/span>\r\n<span style=\"font-family: Lato; font-size: 14pt;\">pushes on your skull with ten times the force<\/span>\r\n<span style=\"font-family: Lato; font-size: 14pt;\">And you experience all the recourse of your actions<\/span>\r\n<span style=\"font-family: Lato; font-size: 14pt;\">so you intoxicate yourself with shit, again<\/span>\r\n<span style=\"font-family: Lato; font-size: 14pt;\">to repeat the cycle again, and again<\/span>\r\n<span style=\"font-family: Lato; font-size: 14pt;\">'cuz your soul has a plan<\/span>\r\n<span style=\"font-family: Lato; font-size: 14pt;\">your mind just doesn't give a damn<\/span>\r\n<span style=\"font-family: Lato; font-size: 14pt;\">It wants to hide away in the dark<\/span>\r\n<span style=\"font-family: Lato; font-size: 14pt;\">Let the storms grow<\/span>\r\n<span style=\"font-family: Lato; font-size: 14pt;\">You can just drown it away<\/span>\r\n<span style=\"font-family: Lato; font-size: 14pt;\">But, hey!<\/span>\r\n<span style=\"font-family: Lato; font-size: 14pt;\">At least you have a place to lay, and suffer.\r\n\r\n\r\n\r\n<\/span><\/pre>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\"><strong>Biography: <\/strong>Well. Hi. I\u2019m Dez, and I write crappy poems. My view on poems are the same as almost anything in life: be honest and sloppy. Because of this, a lot of my poems are about my emotions, including \u201cNobody,\u201d and \u201cSelf Deprecating Title #27.,\u201d but if you are reading this, you\u2019re probably only gonna read one, \u201cNobody.\u201d This poem is about whatever the hell you interpret it as, but this is originally written simply to be about my own loneliness while everyone is around. That\u2019s why I used the grim reaper as the symbol; he\u2019s around thousands (Albeit, dead) people everyday, and everyone is scared of him. What a miserable existence.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">The \u201cfear\u201d shows up in my life as simply not sharing many interests with people at ECA. I ain\u2019t all that smart, either; I just work relatively hard.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Art is meant to give the reader, viewer, or whatever else, their own understanding of a piece that resonates with them.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<pre><span style=\"font-family: Lato; font-size: 14pt;\">\u00a0<\/span><\/pre>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Endless Sundays The day of work You know I&#8217;m hurt, the scars weep a story, and my pearly eyes hide my soul But, no matter I&#8217;m workin&#8217; It doesn&#8217;t matter than I&#8217;m hurting &#8211; These rhymes try and hide The truth everyone doesn&#8217;t speak &#8216;cuz they think its their fault for feelin&#8217; this way so&#8230; <\/p>\n<div class=\"link-more\"><a href=\"https:\/\/aimsreview.aims.edu\/incite\/self-depreciating-title-27-by-dez-albrecht-sophomore\/\">Read More<\/a><\/div>\n","protected":false},"author":7,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[33],"tags":[39],"class_list":["post-24894","post","type-post","status-archive","format-standard","hentry","category-archive","tag-sophomore"],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/aimsreview.aims.edu\/incite\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/24894","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/aimsreview.aims.edu\/incite\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/aimsreview.aims.edu\/incite\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/aimsreview.aims.edu\/incite\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/7"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/aimsreview.aims.edu\/incite\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=24894"}],"version-history":[{"count":4,"href":"https:\/\/aimsreview.aims.edu\/incite\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/24894\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":25126,"href":"https:\/\/aimsreview.aims.edu\/incite\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/24894\/revisions\/25126"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/aimsreview.aims.edu\/incite\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=24894"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/aimsreview.aims.edu\/incite\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=24894"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/aimsreview.aims.edu\/incite\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=24894"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}