{"id":24725,"date":"2019-09-09T12:12:52","date_gmt":"2019-09-09T18:12:52","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/aimsreview.aims.edu\/incite\/?p=24725"},"modified":"2020-04-16T12:54:52","modified_gmt":"2020-04-16T18:54:52","slug":"the-nineteenth-alice-by-adison-linder-freshman","status":"archive","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/aimsreview.aims.edu\/incite\/the-nineteenth-alice-by-adison-linder-freshman\/","title":{"rendered":"Archived: The Nineteenth Alice\u2014 Adison Linder (Freshman)"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Once upon a time, in a vast abyss, there was a dream. It was a small, insignificant<br \/>\ndream, so much that the other dreams inhabiting the void ignored it completely. Nobody<br \/>\nbothered to ask who dreamed it, or what it was.<br \/>\nThe tiny dream in question floated aimlessly in the corporeal darkness. It noticed as<br \/>\none by one, the other small dreams began to disappear, fading slowly from its vision, as if<br \/>\nthey were being brought farther and farther into some netherworld. Bigger dreams,<br \/>\nhowever, stayed there, levitating silently, surrounded by an aura of pompous pride and<br \/>\narrogance. This made the dream question the stability of its own existence.<br \/>\nI am but a vision of the night, it thought, an insubstantial wisp of desires and fears.<br \/>\nBut I don\u2019t want to disappear. How can I make people dream of me again and again? The<br \/>\nlittle dream drove itself deep into thought, and after what seemed like an eternity of<br \/>\nfloating in the black depths, surrounded by its disappearing brethren, found a solution to<br \/>\nits dangerous predicament.<br \/>\nI will make humans dream of me. I will let them create my world, and then\u2026 I will<br \/>\ntrap them within their own creation. An endless supply of dreamers\u2026 I\u2019ll never disappear.<br \/>\nAnd the dream did just that. It lured humans in with promises, and let their<br \/>\nmadness warp them until they became estranged, and after they perished, pulled another<br \/>\npoor fool into its trap. The once small dream became massive with the fantasies that it stole<br \/>\nfrom its victims, and then with the thoughts of others about itself. For the girl who\u2019d<br \/>\ncreated it, an imaginative child named Alice, had told a family friend about her strange<br \/>\nvision, and he had published a book about her and her dream. From the founder, the<br \/>\nvictims of this dream became known as Alices, but none of them were able to escape like<br \/>\ntheir predecessor. The tiny dream soon became the most famous of all.<br \/>\nIt was called Wonderland.<\/p>\n<p>\u2198\u2199\u2198\u2199\u2198\u2199\u2198\u2199\u2198\u2199\u21a1\u2198\u2199\u2198\u2199\u2198\u2199\u2198\u2199\u2198\u2199<\/p>\n<p>She walked among the rhododendrons, smiling as she breathed in the scent of roses and<br \/>\nfresh dew lacing the petals. The grass was moist beneath her bare feet, squelching with each<br \/>\ngentle step, giving way to the mud obscured underneath. The girl stroked a white rose, caressing<br \/>\nthe soft corolla, breathing in the fresh, sweet perfume that was released. She found herself<br \/>\nwishing that it was red.<br \/>\nAs she moved on to the part of the garden that held her favorite scarlet beauties, a<br \/>\nsudden rustling from the bushes caught her attention. The girl spun around, causing her white<br \/>\ndress to flare out around her, and narrowed her eyes at a patch of moving leaves. A pink, tender<br \/>\nnose poked out and sniffed, before coming forward and revealing a sleek white rabbit. She<br \/>\nrelaxed. The creature looked around for a moment, then locked its ruby eyes on her. It lifted its<\/p>\n<p>paw, and beckoned her to follow. The girl stared as the rabbit turned on its heel and bounced in<br \/>\nthe opposite direction. Smiling, she followed, not noticing that the white rose she had been<br \/>\nexamining earlier was being dyed a dark crimson from invisible droplets.<br \/>\nThe lacy hem of her dress trailed behind her as she ran through the forest, nimbly<br \/>\nleaping over roots and rocks. The crisp smell of wet earth and sap reached her nose. The girl<br \/>\ngrinned, and let out a whoop of joy as she sprang over a fallen birch. The white rabbit led the<br \/>\nway, trailing ever so slightly to let the child catch up with its long bounds. She didn\u2019t notice the<br \/>\nsmall cottage disappearing completely through the thicket.<br \/>\nJust then, the rabbit disappeared from sight, and the child slowed, smile dropping off her<br \/>\nface. She cautiously approached the spot where the rabbit had stood. A burrow was set into the<br \/>\nground, dark mouth gaping up at her. From it emerged a smell like overripe citrus, bitter and<br \/>\nrotten. The tunnel was small; it was too tiny for a mature adult, but just large enough for a<br \/>\npetite, slender girl. Gathering her courage and curiosity, she got down on her hands and knees<br \/>\nand crawled down the rabbit hole.<br \/>\nIt was too late to turn back, and the girl began to fall\u2026<br \/>\n\u2913\u2913\u2913\u2913\u2913\u2913\u2913\u2913<\/p>\n<p>The screech of guitars and drums pierced through his headphones as he quietly slunk<br \/>\nthrough the halls, simultaneously avoiding eye contact with and touch, an impressive feat in the<br \/>\ncrowded corridor. The boy clutched the strap of his messenger bag tighter. He hated the smell of<br \/>\npeople: the scent of sweat and salty tears, the inescapable iron tang of blood, the vanillas and<br \/>\nroses and musk mingling together in a singular nauseating fume.<br \/>\nThree more years, the teen reminded himself. Only three more years. But after, that\u2026 To<br \/>\nbe honest, he didn\u2019t really know.<br \/>\nHe turned up the volume.<br \/>\nAs the boy reached his locker, he felt fingers tapping on his shoulder through his black<br \/>\nhoodie. Flinching away, he turned wide eyes and saw his lab partner grimacing.<br \/>\n\u201cI\u2019m so sorry, I forgot,\u201d he apologized profusely, fiddling with the band key chain<br \/>\nattached to his backpack. \u201cI-I was just, um, wondering if you have the bio notes from Li?\u201d<br \/>\nHe stared for a moment, before nodding, motioning for him to stay there. The boy spun<br \/>\nthe combination lock. Reaching into his locker and rummaging around, he finally pulled out a<br \/>\nsheet of lined paper crammed with diagrams and impeccable handwriting. Gratefully, the other<br \/>\nstudent took it and snapped a photo with his phone.<br \/>\n\u201cThanks,\u201d he smiled and waved, vanishing back into the mob. The teen nodded again.<br \/>\nThe scent of aloe and iron still lingered.<\/p>\n<p>\u2198\u2199\u2198\u2199\u2198\u2199\u2198\u2199\u2198\u2199\u21a1\u2198\u2199\u2198\u2199\u2198\u2199\u2198\u2199\u2198\u2199<\/p>\n<p>His pencil moved across the paper with a life of its own, alternating thick and thin lines<br \/>\nwith a close precision. Jagged lines were paired with thick smoke. An image emerged on the<br \/>\nsketchbook paper, twisted and frightening. Swiftly and carefully, his skilled hand created bars,<br \/>\nbleeding roses, a maniacal smile, wraiths reflected in a frightened eye. The pencil stopped. He<br \/>\nopened his eyes. Before him was an intricate drawing of the entrance to a prison cell, the inside<\/p>\n<p>shrouded with darkness. Bushes of rhododendrons surrounded the barred doorway, liquid<br \/>\npooling in the centers of the flowers and slowly dripping toward the ground, dropping onto a<br \/>\npath leading straight to the inside. Behind the cage, a feminine shadow stood clutching onto the<br \/>\nbars with one stained hand, tipping its head with defiance, an unhinged smirk plastered on its<br \/>\nface and a glistening sword in its hand. The boy shuddered.<br \/>\nFrowning, he flipped through the seventeen other disturbing images that inhabited the<br \/>\npages. A few weeks ago, he\u2019d found while closing his eyes, his hand had sketched a picture on<br \/>\nits own, without any prompting from its owner. The product was a young man with a mohawk,<br \/>\nsilver chains enveloping his wrists, black graphite tattoos running up his arms, and a rifle<br \/>\nclutched in his arms. His eyes were wide with fear; blood spurted like a fountain out of his<br \/>\nmouth, and piercing the middle of his chest was a clover shaped spear. The drawings usually<br \/>\nfollowed a pattern of depicting the dead, the dying, or the demented. The teen guessed this<br \/>\nnewest addition fell in the last category.<br \/>\nSuddenly, a chill ran down his spine. Quick as a whip, he stood up, tense and ready to<br \/>\nrun. Behind the yew tree he\u2019d been laying against a small white rabbit sat, staring at him with<br \/>\nruby eyes. The boy eyed it suspiciously. He, clutching his sketchbook protectively, stepped<br \/>\naround a decorative rock as he turned to leave. In a few leaps, the lagomorph skidded in front of<br \/>\nhim, cutting off his escape route. Its ruby eyes burned with what he could\u2019ve sworn was malice.<br \/>\nThe overwhelming scent of bitter grapefruit, nauseating, flooded his nose and mouth, and he<br \/>\ngagged. Frantically, the teen stumbled backwards, holding his hands tightly to his face. The hare<br \/>\nstood back on its back legs, its front paws pressing together in an imitation of a clap. Acrid citrus<br \/>\nswirled around them in almost a tangible tornado. The ground began to shake violently, knocking<br \/>\nthe boy off his feet. His head hammered down onto the large stone. An ear-splitting ring<br \/>\nresounding in his temple; he lay in a daze as the world began to go blurry. He watched in horror<br \/>\nas cracks began to appear in the previously pristine grass lawn, and a huge fissure appeared in<br \/>\nfront of the rabbit, spreading quickly and surely in his direction. When the seemingly bottomless<br \/>\npit finally reached him, he was nearly unconscious, still holding onto his sketchbook for dear<br \/>\nlife. The earth caved beneath him, and he tumbled into the endless abyss. 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